These pictures really bring back memories. Look at me baby, look at what i've become! haha... its scary...
i am who i am - the mind reader @ 10:39 PM
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I love this set of pics... its so natural!!! love love love... is in the air!
i am who i am - the mind reader @ 10:28 PM
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Friday, August 04, 2006
kinda late, and suddenly just had the motivation to write a few lines here. hee. couldnt get to sleep, so i decided to read the Dream book which "ling ar ling" inspired me to dust off the shelves. i suddenly realised that things happen all the time for a reason but its just a matter of us understanding why it happened. so why did hun talk about dreams all of a sudden, and why did i suddenly remember that i've seen such a book around my house. the book has probably been there for a long time, just that the lazy me refuses to read. just started reading 10pages, and something suddenly crossed my mind. i realised that it was all for a purpose. cos my psych report is on DREAMS! dumb me... not "dump" baby. haha. why in my whole life i couldnt be bothered to read on dreams, but just when my assignment required readings to be done, here i am reading about dreams at 2.30am. the book's really interesting... kinda hooked onto it. ill certainly tell my baby more about it after i find out more from the book myself. i finally realised that all my years of day dreaming isnt exactly a waste if i know how to make full use of them. right now, i havnt learned the ability to do so just yet, but hopefully this book will give me some interesting insights. imagine this, we sleep 1/3 of the day away most of the time. and in an average person's lifespan of 75 yrs, thats about 25 yrs of our lives spent on sleeping and dreaming. this does not even include the times when we daydream in class, at work, on the bus... wherever! does it mean that we've wasted 1/3 of our lives away just on dreams. personally, i feel that there's much more to dreams than i once thought. if only i could make gd use of them, if only... if only... there are too many if onlys' to talk about.
if only i could have the discipline to start studying, cos i havn't done any work the whole night. spent an hour chatting with my sister on her bed. realised we're getting older, and i wont be seeing much of her soon. if only... my family... if only... my honey bee... if only... school... if only... if only... if only...